Ok, a 'friend' of mine made a DA account a few days ago with the reason that she is mad at me because I didn't call her when I did not come to sports day.

She did not know my situation at that moment, I had a horrible cold and have been bedridden for 2 days, our phone does not work because the operator is a bitch, neither did internet, my cell's battery was dead because I couldn't recharge it without a computer.

I haven't spoken to her, and I don't want to, she keeps getting mad at me for things I can't do. Like my memory, I inherited my father's memory, which sucks.
She says that I can improve it by practicing....I refuse to do it only because she wants me to.

I actually have a chat on MSN with her right now....let's hear what she has got to say about it...she's acting like nothing has happened...she is saying bullshit about it =________=

Summing everything she said up and translating it to you guys in very very simple terms; she was stalking me.

And another friend of mine, Esmée also made an account because she was worried shitless, she had tried to contact me in different ways, but they didn't work, I don't blame her for anything, but I do blame the other.

She has been getting on my nerves for quite some time now, she bites back when you argue with her, you know what I mean?

She always wants to be right and comes up with visceral arguments and whatnot to get what she wants.

She used to be a good kid, but she became a real bitch and gets others down to get her own will. She looks like a quiet and good kid from the outside, but when you take a closer look, you can see that she is a selfish and arrogant bitch.

Her mom does everything for her, if there are problems with friends, her mom solves it. She won't learn anything from doing nothing! I work hard to get whatI aim for, which is art school. She only studies and pays attention to the things needed and gets higher grades for making her work look beautiful and decorated, whilst the work itself is too low for the type of education we do.

Yes, I am ranting about her, you can't do anything to stop me, I am the writer, you just read or ignoreall this.

She is lazy if you ask me, I get higher grades without doing half the work she does. I just do the first thing that comes to mind.
Take for example Art class, I do something and it looks good because I know techniques and have
skill (those are my teacher's words, not mine) she just sits next to me and does nothing but look outside
while the teacher is explaining something to the class. I listen carefully to him.

Then when we have to start, she sits a part of the lesson, just sitting, and looks pleadingly at me everynow and then. Then she starts doing something because I ignore her. Afterwards she always 1) brags about how Mr. Verboket told her it looked good and that she was getting the hang of it. 2) She complains about how something went wrong. 3) She nags me by asking how I am able to do it the way I do. or 4) She says that she can never become good, because she lacks the skill.
I keep telling her to practise if she wants to make it better!

A friend of mine, Thomas, he is not very good at art, he's a genius and has a photographic memory, but is not good at something that he can't do by head. But he tried and tried, and he improved a lot.
He kept asking people how he could become better (a lot of people ignore him though, he is a bit of a nerd, but he's really cool actually, you can have a fun chat with him) and it helped.

I go from rant A to B to C...

Point is, practice makes perfect, I will keep saying it, because it's true. I realized it this year. If you just sit back and wait for it to happen, then it won't.
Same goes for pies. They won't bake if you watch them. (it's a vague thing, but it's relevant to the point)
If you don't try to improve and just keep on complaining, then you won't improve. It's as simple as that

It's kinda funny actually, how I started typing this up in the early morning, and now it's 30 minutes past midnight.

But I needed to vent it all out, and I may have used a funny word somewhere, I think it was visceral...means illogical for those who don't know what it is.

Yes, I might have exaggerated some things in it….not sure, I’m pissed at her for getting pissed at me for something I can’t help.

Now I'm going to bed because I'm tired and can't think of what else I wanted to say right now.

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Boredom strikes once again, and it eats my brain cells….

Oh right! I got my report card back [finally] it looks much better than I thought.
I am actually listing it all : P 10 is highest and 1 the lowest you can get

Dutch Language: 7
German Language: 6
French Language: 6
English: 8 –does happy dance-
History: 8
Geography: 7
Biology: 7
Mathematics: 7
Physics and Chemistry: 7
Art & Design: 9!!!!!! I’m so happy!
Music: 7
Drama: 7
Physical Education: 6 hm, not too bad I guess

All this makes me pass to the next year >w<


To-do list!

[it became even longer than first xD]

first priority
procastrinated [I spelled that wrong, I know]
put on hiatus
working on every now and then


Artblock meme

Xaven (-points to name below- now go figure who he actually is, nuff said)

Aiden + Evan

The XIIIth masquerade ( I only need 1,2,3,5, colour 7 and redraw 12)

100 Drawing challenge

A new ID, just a new photo

Photo collage on England

All my good screencaps from FF ACC (yeah yeah )

Reference sheets from Oddities ( The designs of most are completely written)

Zemyx fanfic WILL ONLY BE POSTED ON FF.NET!!!!! (just so you know)

First official chapter on oddities ( I still hate the name, but can't think of anything better )

Desmond and Helena (Brother and Sister)

A family picture from a few silverettes got the idea from a friend of mine

Zombies, thank you very much ~Gorillazlova

Re-do reference sheet of Aiden

Make a reference sheet for all other OC's